‘i think you know when you meet the ‘one’. I’ve known Green Ranger for a little over 2 months and already I can think about and I can see a future with him. I can see me living with him in a video game/movie/music fuelled world with only the coolest IKEA furniture. I can see us sharing the world with one another – the way I have dreamed since I was a little girl.
It is possible to see adventures and the life I have always dreamed of – a life of excitement. I’ve never felt so intensely towards anyone in my life after such a short period. To go to a festival, to go on holiday with strangers and still survive is pretty good. Do I even dare to dream of him as a dad one day?
The way he is around children – as lovely and nice as he is, he’d make the best father. I see us in the coolest little flat in Brighton or Manchester. If he wanted back, I’d consider it.
I want to treat him the way he has always deserved to be treated – not like his ‘evil exes’. It’s like Scott Pilgrim reversed. He is worth a million times those people. I wish I’d found him sooner and saved us both a lot of trouble and heart ache.
Is it fate that we found each other now – time to be an adult?’
– love, a very deranged mind.